One thing that I was aware of within the Admin camp, were "hero groups". In these groups, all participants discuss their journey in terms of Joseph Campbell's "Hero's Journey". Not only were there to be discussions, but we were to present our journey to the group. Now, I do not generally get nervous when presenting, but I know I don't do too well without some planning. Improv never has been my thing. (I used to disappear during improv in drama/speech classes). But there I was, in a room full of administrators, feeling like an impostor. BUT, one of the beauties of these camps are the people. I was made to feel completely comfortable by both the presenters and the participants. No one knew or even cared what my title or role was. We were all there for a common goal...learning and growth. So...I did it! I stood up there and spoke from my heart. I was vulnerable and I was real. I shared my story...my journey. I would like to now share it with you here...in hopes that others will connect.
I am always very purposeful in my image choices. I wanted to use The Wizard of Oz as a metaphor for my journey, which has been a "transformational struggle". As I walk along my "yellow brick road", I learn and grow with each step. The back ground image does not show a perfect path, it shows imperfections, flaws and bumpiness. THAT matches my journey. It is through our struggles that transformation happens. But where was I journeying to? What is my "Land of Oz"? That final destination is still unknown, because I believe once we reach one destination, a new one appears. So for now, I shared my six word memoir that sits above my desk: "One who encourages and inspires others". I believe that is my purpose and that is the destination of this current journey. Here are my steps on the "Hero's Journey":
Assistance: Around my 13th year, our school received a new administrator. For whatever reason, she took me under her wing. She saw something in me that I didn't and walked with me as she grew me. She pushed me to present with her, then without her, then beyond our district and so on. She gave me both roots and wings. This was a game changer for me...this is why I try to now do the same for others. I have also been extremely blessed to have since collected quiet a few of these kinds of people. The ones who see that potential that you can't, who believe in you, when you don't and encourage you and provide opportunities to stretch and grow. These "Wizard Of Oz" people have changed my life. Each in their own special way. I would not be who or where I am, had it not been for these people. Departure: It is through these people that I began to find my voice. I began sharing my ideas and it appeared some people were actually listening. WHAT? This was very new to me. I suddenly found myself passionately talking about things in education. I found myself writing, sharing my stories and ideas to help others. This was the beginning of a new journey.
A few of my "Wizard Of Oz" people were brutally honest with me and gave me several wake up calls. It does no one any good, for me to go down the wrong road! So with that, I changed. If I wanted to reach my full potential, and truly help others, I needed to first help myself. I flipped the switch and decided to just look at everything...EVERYTHING as a vehicle for learning and growth. From then on, every "trial" I went through, I reflected on the other end. What learning can I take from this? How can I use this learning to grow and move forward? GAME CHANGER!!!
The rest of the journey...is still unwritten. For many, that may be uncomfortable, for me that is exciting. I am excited to see how this story unfolds. Here is what I HAVE learned, that I would like to pass on. We all have potential...a spark. Sometimes it is easily seen, but sometimes it is dim or hidden. But it's always there...always. We need to find that thing within us and within others to elicit great. We all deserve it, our kids deserve it from us. So my parting words, as I continue on this journey actually come from Glinda the Good Witch...
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